oh the humanity

I really getting irritated at human beings specism as a PETA friend calls it... I am listening to a movie downstairs as I roam the internet...Once again I hear How great we are because we are the only species who know that we die..Last time I talked to my dog or cat or snake I did not have philosophical conversation with them...It went more along the lines of "Dammit couldn't you wait till I let you out" or "What you want to eat again"...The language barrier made it impossible to discuss the futility and the fatality of life and so that and any thealogical discussions were impossible so I don't know how much they comprehend...But the Human need to assume that they are so much better than the animal world constantly smacks of insecurity as any misanthrope like Swift would point out maybe we are not the apex of the animal kingdom but the horses behind..

merrie part from the hinterlands

Pentacle follies

well the pentacle is accepted and of course the mundanes and the unimaginative have begun beating their drums and circling the wagons..or is the pagans beating the drums.. of course to the fundies it is a sign of the apocalypse since nothing about the VA is found in the bible they are running to their worn books of the Left Behind series to find out what this means in the grand scheme of apacolypto..The NY Post finds the Idea of Pagans dying for their country hilarious and showed a tongue and cheek look at a VA headstone..Luckily Pagans are a relatively peaceful lot compared to Mono's we do not recommend that said tongue be torn out or the cheek branded as some religions would of reacted at this kind of insult in the past or right now...The only fatwa we believe in is the fat in the suet of our figgy puddding and usually that is veggie fat..So Pagans should not think this is the end of it because in ten years in Podunk, Bible belt some pagan is going to need to sue a vet cemetary to get said Pentacle because stonewalling by some fundie monomaniacal beureuacrat....Unless a future republican congress makes it against the law to sue against such stonewalling ...The VA is a machiavellian org and just because they say they will don't mean they will...

peace

Sometimes something happens that numbs you and you cannot think about your daily irritations and that sorrow makes one let go of daily concerns. Whenever Alot of people die who were doing nothing but what they were supposed to be doing good and productive things...It's shocking and knocks one off their equilibrium...I hope that the grieving people find a measure of serenity on the rest of their paths I hope that the dead find peace...

one little piggy, two little piggy, three ect.

Well people are kvetching about fundie orgs that are aligning themselves with neo-nazi scientists like Mr. Cameron and his org...But instead of jews, gypsies,the mentally ill, physical disabled and gay people being lumped together as early twentieth century eugenics proponents did...They are begining with gays they are starting small and then will build up to final crescendo a purging of all the ungodly as identified to them by god. Read, Left Behind, if you wish to know if you are on the list or study the 20th Century Eugenics Movement. A movement that was invented at the turn of the century by the doctor brother of a fundementalist preacher and spread across the prairie by eugenic faires/revival meeting...Later on brought to German scientists by German American Doctor were it was married with Psuedo-scientific Antropological theory to form Nazi Doctrine... So the marriage of Fundies with questionable scientific theory is not new or a fad or them being mislead is a marriage going back to the turn of the century... the last century

Merry Part from the weather confused Hinterlands.....

Rascally Rabbits

Well Easter is over with a pleasant family meal and no talk of religion at it..Thank Goddess Quiet and the food was delicious my sister-in-laws cooking has improved a great deal since she started cooking diabetic...My downstairs is almost finished my obsessively watching Clean House and Niecy Nash has paid off I have a kitchen worthy of a small magazine spread now when I am depressed I just go to the kitchen look at it and sigh the sigh of a contented amatuer interior designer...Of course being the large and overfed children at heart that my husband and I are we have plastered fat and jolly dragons on the wall above the sink and stove using the excuse that the dragons will protect the paint job from splatters of grease and dirty dish water...Something a Style mavens would shudder at...But I believe any excuse to decorate with a Fairy or dragon or preferably both is a good excuse.

So reading blogs and listening to fundamentally bent acquaintances I get the feeling that people of the fundie persuasion wish to exorcise the ghost of pagan past from Christmas and now Easter...Unfortunately amongst the english that was tried by the Calvinists called puritans or roundheads...But they did not call it the pagan influence it was a push to get rid of popery and popish(catholic) influence in the Church of England....A civil war occurred in which many noble things were espoused and then religious fanatics took over england and the Massachusettes colony..the good old pilgrims made any partying a illegal...Any celebration of Christmas or Easter left one open to a large fine or the stock depending on your social class....This lasted about twenty years in which all competing forms of Christianity to the Calvinist were outlawed and many of other sects especially the Irish Catholics died in inhumane Pogroms by the puritans...

This ended with the death of the puritan leader Cromwell and led to the monarchy being restored and the English embarking on a twenty year party to celebrate the end of the reign of a christian version of the taliban...That is kind of like why I laugh when I hear so-called historians talk about the pilgrim coming up with the notion freedom of religion or democracy...Religious fundamentalists do not believe in freedom they do not trust it or want it...

Modern Democracy was born in the Age of REason by Philosphers and social scientists. It was not fundamentalist christian, political or social conservatives who created created modern democracy they were busy defending the divine right of kings and waging war between Protestants and Catholics...Suffrage for the common man and literacy for them also, was the provenance of the radical at that time...To say America is a Christian Nation is true alot of Americans are christian and most of the signer of the declaration of Independence were Christian If any were Atheists or agnostics is lost to history as that time being a vocal atheist meant that the crown could torture you, take away your property and burn you to death...much harsher fate than the mere hanging that signing the declaration would have brought them...There is a legit reason why atheists hate religion that goes beyond their belief in atheisms superiority...Atheist have always been tied on the stake next to the witch, case in point Italian Astronomer Bruno.

So to take to Heart the Easter Bunny survived the puritans and it will survive the fundies gunning for it the way Elmer chased Bugs all over the forest, she will just keep goin and goin like the Goddess.

False nostalgia and false paranoia

Well tomorrow is another holiday the one that most of the powers that be celebrate though how sincerely is only known betwixt them and their hairdresser the paraphrase the commercial..I always am in a befogged state of mind at times when new people come into my life or events occur I think are profound or of great import and I always wonder what is the meaning of this, What is it Goddess is showing me? I find that trying to tease out Her and the universes intent never works out a I find that the answer always unveils itself and rarely remains a mystery... It is usually a lesson plan for me and rarely a relevation of great import to humankind ...

Recently a russian artist came into my sphere of influence I wondered as I was trying to divest myself as much as I could of bad lingering russian bigotry and nationalism and also the religion...It worried me until I realized that what he was is a lesson in trust that I was right in certain beliefs and supposition I made about my European heritage and my mothers religion...It is always a relief to know you are on the right path in spiritual matters and not to linger in false nostalgia...

America is a strange country in matters of religion.... THey do not believe that there is religious discrimination here any more. Except among Conservatives that belief that christianity is being persecuted by secular Humanists...But ask them what a Secular humanist is and they have no definition beyond being in league with the devil...But then My definition on secular humanism is a bit fuzzy also.. Really it is not persecution that these people have an overiding sense of paranoia about. It is the fact that now days many people are not impressed by their religion or so-called piety and are not shy to tell them..."You obsessive compulsive about Jesus, I am not, get out of my face ." Is what a lot of these people are hearing and they do not like the fact that no one wants to kow-tow to them or move to the back of the ecumenical bus when they get on...

People who do face discrimination are usually viewed as deserving it like the way rape victims are made to feel...Somehow because the victim does not belong to a religion that resembles a mainstream religion they are in a cult and thus deserving of bad treatment<>And that is the gist of all religious discrimnation make life so hard that they will convert to the dominant religion if not that at least something related to it......

Merry Part from the Hinterlands

monagamy and the real scoop

I come to speak of the dirty little secret that mona-gamous family hides... the marriage that should not have happened or needed to be buried before the tots were two....a mona-gamous marriage that keeps on going like an evil, demented and demonic energizer-bunny that keeps on going and in the end nearly consumes the children they are staying together for...IT teaches good boys and girl to hate mom because she is a hysteric and hate dad because he abuses himself and mom... Its the one where mom is asking the good REverand father for advice and all he has to say stay together you made your bed because divorce stats look bad on his resumee. Yeah Garrison Kellior tell us the great fable about monogamy and make sure to hide the dirty secret...Maybe the Great Monogamists children are always divorcing is because of the example at home and not the evil secular society...

There are many children in the world and in this country that need protecting but not from evil hordes of gay people but the people caring for them abusive parents, foster parents, charities and abusive religious sects and et.al...Goddess knows a sane and rational Lesbian or Homosexual would be a salvation to these children... We are acting as though in this country no child goes to sleep hungry or is not abused, that is what nice well-fed white men never on the poverty level believe...There are children out there with no hope, a decent gay couple or single gay person could save the life of one desperate child,,, but heaven forbid we might upset the mono-maniacs, It might cause dancing in a new generation, Heaven forbid.....

Gay people make great parents I know many and not just last ditch parents if Americans do not accept the fact Moral American Devolutionists are irrational bordering on illness we will lose more than just gay rights we will lose a generation and others to come..

mistake misled misuse and mass distraction

Well male liberals are running around kvetching about Hillary and the words mistake and mislead. They are throwing around bullshit moral self-righteousness as though the primary is rose garden in bad need of fertilizing...Hillary said that she was mislead into making the wrong decision concerning the vote in the senate about Iraq...Like any good bearueacrat she is telling us with the word mislead that the decision was a wrong one. That being informed by the Bush administration with faulty and false info led to that descision being made... These male candidates are running around taking the moral high ground in phony semantics debate that has nothing to do with morality and everything to do with the male habit of nitpicking any work a woman does...Sorry, men saying "you made a mistake" is not the high threshold of ethical and moral statements or behavior you believe it is.....Every day women are told by men they make a mistake. Every thing from getting the secretary pregnant was a mistake to leaving the toilet seat up. Rarely do men wonder why they made the mistake it just happened....We are not impressed...Men believe that saying, "I made a mistake" and prefaced with, "I am sorry", clears everything up... It really never does address the problem, "I made a mistake", can mean "It did not work out oops"... It is as if the Iraq war is a freeway and these men took the wrong exit AND this how much they thought about it or are going to admit was going on when they voted...Because these men think that worse thing they can do is admit that they made mistake. They would never cop to the worst truth that they were lied to, pressured to and therefore hoodwinked into voting yes...Of all of them, Hillary is the most honest because women learn early on if they do not assess the situation find out what went wrong and explain the reasoning behind the wrong decision they are not employed very long....Every women has heard,"what was going on in your head", constantly since childhood. That it is a MANTRA for a parent to say it...And women know that the person asking, is not saying it to exercise their lungs and vocal cords..SAying "I made a mistake" not a righteous declaration. Saying"I was mislead' is A TRUTHFUL EXPLANTION...It shows that the decision to go to war was a serious one for Hillary and she is angry about the situation she was put in... Which bodes well for if she is elected she will angry enough to do something about the situation and it will be well thought out...Because she has discovered the problem in the decision and is not going to use false sentiment and hemming and hawing as a political affectation.

When a women says, I made a mistake, it is reacted with "How can that silly cow had done that.."

When a man says," I made a mistake", he is a big man for admiting it...

Had Hillary been the first candidate to say they had made a mistake then every male candidate would telling us he was mislead and showing us how it occured.

OLD BOYS NETWORK IS CLOSING RANKS with a large degree of hypocritical self-righteous smugness



But americans live on bullshit we hear from politicians, religious leaders and cultural icons day and night..

Hillary Bashin and male antics

Well the conservatives are creating a tempest in a teacup to effectively distract us from the fact that a plethora of conservative male candidates that cannot live up to so-called families values they espouse(they despouse the way others delouse)... all the the conservative male candidates are divorced except the one who belongs to a religion that teaches its girls and young women that they are property of a male and thus cannot own property and that the only way they can ascend to their heaven is if their husband after his death calls them to heaven by the woman's secret de-coder ring name to join them there...Thus assuring in their cosmology that a woman is at the same level of regard in heaven as a man's faithful hound dog(no wonder we are called bitches).

I am not against divorce. I am an ex-divorcee with a successful second marriage. Having had an abusive first marriage and watching the antics as a child of two people who could not successfully live together but stayed together for the sake of the children and family values(thanks for the eternal guilt).. I am not against divorce but I am against people who decry it when women do it to leave an abusive situation and ignore men who do so for political expediacy or am just tried of the bitch...It is a break down of the american family when a female does it or a disenfranchised male but if you are a power broker you can stand on the podium and make speeches to overly religious people and conservatives pandering their simplistic view of complex personal relationships and how to fix them...People can fix themselves, they do not need laws passed that are slick ways to give excessively religious and conservative control freaks the fix they need. The power to stick their pruient noses in other people business.

Hillary spoke with a southern accent quick, ready the firing squad . Let's get Jude Law and every other english actor that spoke with an overblown southern accent in overacted tawdry soap operas that effectively minimize ante-bellum racism and excuse the fact that they thought it was cute to own human being. Janet, Hillary, Nicole do wish a last smoke.....

I am sorry southern conservatives. I know that Fox news is trying to make you out as ego-centric and meglomaniacal narcissists, but Hillary is not a racist..I know asians that raised in the south speak with a southern accent, and blacks and latino and heaven forbid, Catholics a whole other race of persons.. Southern twang is a regional accent not a enthic dialect or race based slang... If you are so sensitive and have internalized the bigot view that a southern twang makes you an uneducated boob and the only reason a northerner would speak with one is to insult you then you are the bigot that is ashamed your own regional unigueness.. Hillary used it to show she admires you and that she not ashamed to be lumped in with southerners..That she was proud of the fact that she was the wife of a southern Governor... If that bothers you then you are the racist and regionalist and secretly ashamed of your culture...Let call it what it is Fox News. The fact is that Fox News cannot imagine someone wanting to bond in solidarity with southerners, politically, morally, socially or culturally. To Fox News the Southern culture is one of big bellied racists and shrewish trailer park brides it is not the world of great American writers and innovative Scientists and inventors... The REGIONALISTS AND RACISTS ARE FOX NEWS NOT HILLARY...

bee scarves and sexism

Today we are supposed to blog on sexism...I thought about and remember a statement Bill Maher said on his show He was making a statement about religion How the Saudi's put their women half the population in Bee keeper suits..He said if we in america or say south africa had did this to its black population Jesse Jackson would have collapsed on the UN floor in Apoplexy.. The out cry would be great and large that a group were treated in such an inferior manner...And the outcry should be great, blacks should not be treated so...but when it is done to middle-eastern women it is honky-Dory because it is religion that wants it and no one cries..He being an atheist used this showing how ridiculous religion is...I think that he missed the point it is not religion that puts these women into bee keeper suits devout muslim men are supposed to cover their heads before Allah in theocracies in the middle east they do, but If school catches on fire they do not tell their little princes to go back into the conflagration because their heads are uncovered they did do that to Schoolgirls causing a large number of them to burn to death( and they tell us the Burning Times are over).

The reason we do not see women in Bee keeper Suits (and being run down by cars they cannot see is third highest cause of death for Middle eastern women) Not Causing hysteria amongst liberals and anyone else is THAT THE PERSON IN THE BEEKEEPER SUIT IS A WOMAN...Now do not get me wrong I have nothing against a muslim women wearing head scrarf if they wished or plain clothing or what ever else is safe for them to wear. Unlike some Feminists I have nothing against covering ones head if it is that persons choice.. I grew up in California and went school many muslim women and some of them look positively beatific in their attire like young Theatokises. What I have is a thing about forcing women to look bad in clothes because a man has so little control over his wee-wee he cannot be around an attractively dressed women, that I have a large problem with that...if you have so little self-control, then you should not be in charge of a family let alone a country... You are one that needs to be in the harem..and it is beginning to happen in the US among conservative christians... It is really bad when you look at the taliban and envy them. That is what the super fundies are doing by dressing daughter in floor length jeans skirt and sons in dockers and polo shirts... believe me a score of these girls are not choosing to look that bad. Again it goes on because Sexism is a natural condition for all these people and liberal men do not have a good record on this issue....

I NO LONGER REFER TO THE FEMALE SEX AS A SEX I use the term race because obvious thinking of myself and females as a seperate sex invites abuse and for some women death... No there is a new race in town crosses colorline and has no ethinicity.. Because cleaving to the men of race is not going to bring equality, may-be for the male but not for the female... Push come to shove whatever color you are you still do not have a cock and in this world that is all that really counts.

Jesse James, Dalton Gang and Dillenger Where have you gone?

I was sitting in front of the TV this morning trying to get my motivation going to get my flu ridden body to the bank and cash a check and go pay a bill...A commercial showing a bank manager and his underlings robbing a group of customers appeared and I realized that people in the trendy elite are starting to get the picture about America...It is a country now that it is impossible for the working poor to accumulate wealth and set their children up for a better life...The bank institutions with no federal regulations have become robber barons...There will soon be little difference between them and the instutions used by the mob...Bank of America charges 5 dollars for every check cashed wrote on their institution...If you are so poor that you cannot put a check in your checking acct. or to even have a checking acct. can you really afford a bank to steal an hours worth of work from you for the privelege of cashing one of their own checks....My mother died a few years ago she left a checking acct. in a bank near my home when she lived with me...When she died I went to cash out the acct. it had 250.00 dollars in it....Because she had not used the acct. for 2years there was a penalty to pay because it was such a hard burden for them to hold that money...I thought Bummer and expected to pay a 20/30 dollar bank fee they gave me 25.oo dollars out of 250.00. I did not realize that money was so hard to take care of. I wonder what the expense was...Is it the Bullshit that bankers throw around needed to fertilize the money is that the great expense is it organic...DOes money need the blood that banker squeeze out of their customers for it to grow. or do bankers expect to send cash to a reputable Ivy league school to become Smart money....I would like to know what is the reason? What cost so much when all they need to do was hold my money and cash an occasional check...What is the reason that the bank after holding money that they did not need to do anything with to charge a bank fee that is literally worth 90% of the money being held...In case you want scream inheritance tax my mother lived in another state when she died and california never saw a red cent and I was told that they the banking Institution suffered so much trauma and difficulty holding that money they needed to rob me blind of it, Sorry dead woman's child but we suffered to.

What this brings to mind is that Americans are changin by the offhanded sadistic and greedy behavior of the powers that be...But they are not getting wise enough quick enough to save their children....I always wondered why conservatives hated the public school system, even when I was a conservative, as a child I went to a good school district so when I came to the Bible belt I was horrified by the Illiteracy and ignorance of the common person. So I sat and I watched and I realized a pattern.. People are uneducated here their faith is conservative and fundamental in religion, even if their religion is not Known for in other parts of the country to be excessively conservative..They vote in conservatives and they helped to dismantle the Unions, who though doing a Half-assed job to help these people were really the only ones going to bat for them..And again and again I see these Religious Institutions prostituting themselves for conservative politics with the hope that they will receive tax money to pay for the bloated mortgages on their mega-churchs. Selling out their poor bethren for power to create a Fascist religious Theocracy at best or control of welfare money to abuse the poor even more than they have already done by supporting the Conservative agenda.. It is a betrayal that even pales in comparision with Judases..Christ had the divine power to protect himself the poor do not.

So where have you gone Jesse, the Daltons and Dillenger we miss you So..,,

history and alternate endings

I have gotten into an arguement with an Irish type person about their troubles and the true nature of the secterian violence in modern Ireland... One thing I do not care is blindness and the for the Irish need to dress up their religious hatred with matyrdom. The english Conquered Ireland there was no UN, you suffered, you hate them, but it would not have been so bad if they had been Catholic... Believe I heard the last part from A drunk irishman at my sister's wedding. The reason the Irish and the english hate each and do not trust each other is based on religion and not ethnicity....OLiver Cromwell horribly massacred the Irish because they were a people who were majorly Catholic....and a convenient target to vent his prostestant angst at after subduing other protestant sects in england and these other protestants were treated just as harshly as the Irish He was a Fanatic... Elizabeth the 1st went ballistic on Irish ass because the the Pope made it church law that any catholic that did not work to personally destroy her were excommunicated which was boon financially for the church with english catholics setting up funds to send Rome to accomplish this goal...She was described as a sign of the apocalypse something involving harlots, Babylon and tigers, sounds more like a acid trip gone bad than a spiritual experience and dictum to me...

What would have happen to the Irish and the english had the Irish retained power most assuredly the protestant reformation in england would not have occurred Henry the 8th would not have laid the foundation for the english navy with church funds looted from monastaries...If Elizabeth came into being most assuredly and early death or a sudden urge to be a wife to christ would have developed in her young self-perserving heart... If she came into power as a Monarch the Irish having autonomy in This(FAntasy World) Irish persons this is a FAntasy supposition I am writing, I am sorry you are matyrs, life aint good in the barrio either, would have supported Spain, england would have been innudated and the Haspburgh King Phillip of Spain would have control of England and Within a Lfetime would have cowed the Irish with the help of the Pope. Our Elizabeth would have married Phillip or Elizabeth Would have been beheaded and A proper catholic of tudor Queen Mary of Scotland would of Been Queen...I see celtic bigots every where wriggling in ecstacy over that scenario....

Holland would probably barely survive the Catholic onslaught after the Victory in england...It might remain a Protestant country by the skin of its teeth...But any modern wealth that the Scandinavian countries have today will have evaporated by the constant warring with the Hapsburg empire...The flowering of the Dutch economic empire and sciences and arts would have been suppressed creating a world that would be backward in it exploration of asia and the pacific. The growth of the middle-class would have been stunted by a lack of merchant class made wealthy from the Dutch West and East India companies. Linnaues would have been fighting in the trenches as well as Vermeer for opposite sides

But say these people would it be so bad about the Haspburghs. The movie the ILLUSIONIST IS set in the Hapsburgh Empire that covered Austria and a good portion of central and southeast europe and Italy. The Hapsburghs with that much power and clout to control most of nothern europe and all the america the Sopranos would not have liked that...IN the 1800's it was a world of secret police agencies it is a world that in its death throes gave birth to Hilter... I do not think that a Hapsburgh would have allowed an American Revolution I do not believe that Democracy Would have had a chance...I believe that the first revolution would have been Class wars and not the setting up of Democracy but the peasantry looking for power and revenge...We think that this world is bad, reality occurs for a reason, History occurs for reason as long as we kid ourselves and stay in the denial of the true reason for the conflict. The conflict will never be solved if the true reason is not addressed and the people in denial of said reason. They will then ascribe noble reasons for their violence, wars are start by hatred, covetousness and revenge both sides....

instability

I hear a lot about female instability these days from neo-con friends and family... Rarely do I start the discourse as I believe fighting verbally with delusional people is rude and counter productive for their mental health. But I will protect myself and my beliefs I just know a lost cause when I see it...Daily I am inundated with cute little e-mail about Hillary and her candidacy..About her Female driven stupidity, illogic and emotional instability... there is a whole cottage industry based on attacking her and when all the rhetoric is stripped it is only really the fact that she does not have a cock is what bothers these people...Also that she is uppity to believe she is as competent as a male..

It made me wonder about Female instability, emotional and otherwise...When I am bored I watch crime shows usually documentary or real crime retellings of cases...It is a good way to gauge the moral fabric of a society and learn about regional social life(who are in power among the religious and political groups and who are the disenfranchised and thus easy targets to kill or scapegoat for a crime). I have noticed in the South that the homicide dectectives have a tendency when child murder or sex crime occurs. That if the spouse or parent have church affiliation, they head to the local High School and ask the students who they think did the crime...Usually the prep turns out to be an ascerbic young goth or anarchist...They are convicted on the evidence of their religious beliefs, political beliefs or dabbling in the occult...I am not saying that the occasional ascerbic young goth or anarchist does not commit a heinous crime but when push come to shove they always find one to fit the prep profile until it becomes so obvious that the good family member did it.

I was watching a shows on Oxygen and WE and heard some facts on how unstable a certain sex is 90% of violent criminals are MEN, 70% of murdered women are killed by the MEN they intimated with, Pregnant women greatest threat to her life is not medical but to be murdered by the MAN they are intimated with. 75% OF Male MURDER VICTIMS ARE KILLED BY MEN...AND YET IT IS FEMALE INSTABILITY that worries conservative men and women...Go Figure... MEN go ballistic everyday in heinous ways that led to the death of other men, women, and children and we are worried about female instablity because Britney shaved her head and Hillary looks like she might be a ballbreaker.... Sorry with the way crime stats are may-be we need a little ballbreaker including in international diplomacy....May-be men need to wake up and release the idea that they are not the little princes society and their mothers have hoisted on them..Having a cock does not make you better in fact is makes you more violent and emotionally unstable and may be someone with female Hormones will do a better and more realistic job running the country... Women are anything but realists especially after the age of 24..

Well maybe I should just stop reading my families e-mails, If I could I would just block them until Hillary is elected or gives it a noble try. But with the delusional you just do not now what will hurt their senstive feelings... obviously I am a feminist and a Goddess Worshipper sounds to them like an invitation to send all your crazy political and religious info...it is as if conservatives only hear that crazy voice in their head when you are talking to them... The one that helps them formulate their political and religious beliefs, and so ignore any real life stats on crime and behavior and anything else concrete real and logical does not exist.

outing a covert warrioress

I view news about the intelligence gathering profession with a great deal of interest I had family members that were cold warriors in the 50's, 60's and 70's. I had one member of the family tell his children that if anyone came up to them and spoke to them in russian and were strangers they were to run home or find mommy and daddy immeadiately to get to safety at once then he asked why they should do it, They replied because the person could hurt them... He told them bluntly that the person would kill them to get to him, Why was not explained until the children were in their late 20's... it led to speculation about what dad did that people wanted revenge on him during their younger years...

People in the covert world live dangerous day to day lives whether they live in America or are working in foreign countries or are foriegn operatives...Rarely do their families live with them in foriegn locales it is to dangerous in case a cover is broken... In the 50's or maybe the 60's in Vienna Russian operatives were torturing for days and killing foreign operatives working for Nato. The CIA and british Intelligence sent a team in to clean up the mess by killing the Russian operatives in ways that would contain their operation every soviet operative that knew of these people identity were killed any that were missed were made certain to be so low level and powerless they would afraid to go on with their mission... Soviet housekeeping staff were double agents and after the mission was completed they were all wisked away and given dental treatment and AMerican Identities.. So when that old foreign lady at the nursing home tells she was a double agent and her teeth are great condition she might be telling the truth.

But to get to Valerie Plame. Today 80 year old spies who fought the cold war are coming out of the covert intelligence closet but the cold war is over and any of their adversaries and dead or just as infirm...During the cold war foreign operatives were protect and treated like a precious commodity the person recruiting them were trained and identity protected for if their identity were known then none of the operatives they recruited would be safe... in the covert world the enemy does not play nice these people are compromised they and their families are in CRITICAL DANGER... but for someone who is born with a silver spoon up their nose Bush does not understand that a good and reliable foreign operative is worth their weight in cocaine measured in Kilos not grams...

How many of these people and their families have died and will die in the future is not known everyone of these people, their dead bodies should be hung around Bush neck like an albatross and he should allowed no entry or peace in any port on earth...If anyone cries out to made a modern Flying Dutchman is Bush and his crew...

For Valerie there will be a lifetime of worry for loved ones and herself.. The quiet perculating fear and anxiety that ever operative has, will in her be greater and uncalled for will this racheting up of fear be... My heart goes out to her and her loved ones... Also there will be the sorrow for the death of comrades even if they were foreigners....What complacent and emotionally fat americans do not understand is the sacrifice of covert warriors.. The emotional and psychological suffering and pain these people face.. The horrors they face daily the fear for families...There is no post traumatic stress treatment for spies and no disability for them like disabled vets they quietly go on hoping even after leaving that the enemy never know their name...The Bush administration took that hope away from Valerie of anonymity to her enemy by announcing in the US media her identity because he was peeved at her husband... Loose lips sink Ships and the GReatest breach in US security and Intelligence is not a movie with Chris Cooper in it It is George W. Bush....

Oh printing the instructions on building a nuclear weapon on the Internet in Arabic was a swift boat move, very smart not.... All spies in my family are dead and all suffered for their loyalty to America but they died before the Plame incident secure in the knowledge that America would never sell them out...YOU COULD NOT EVEN LEAVE MY GENERATION OR THE NEXT THAT SIMPLE SECURITY...You are Self will run riot Bush and addictive personality if there was ever was one a dry drunk and the conservative and various branches of Christianity are to blame for putting such an unstable individual in power.

What's in a name

well Ann Coulter is desperately trying to prove that Hair bleaching does effect the cognitive thought processes of ones brain... That can only be the reason she stated that using the F-word(one that slurs homosexual males) does not effect or upsets homosexuals it is just a schoolgirl taunt... Having seen a school girl hit in the face by another girl protecting her boyfriends honor in High School I can say that it is a dangerous taunt to use and can lead to a broken nose in some cases...I guess we can now also use the n-word for blacks, the c or g-word for asians. We can call jews the K-word and mixed race love the use of mutt or breed...We no longer need to worry, since these are now acceptable shoolyard taunts, they are now acceptable in mixed company....

I have always been amazed about conservatives and people living in the bible belt they are appalled by the of profane language but are not at all bothered by racial slurs... I grew up in Los Angeles and editing ones language for racial and ethnic slurs for me was a given...As misanthropic as I can be I am a people person when I want to be I like meeting intelligent people and talking to them especially people from other cultures. To me instead of being Traumatized by the word sh-t or f-ck or even geek upsets these people maybe they need to consider racial,ethnic slurs and slurs against gender and sexual orientation as profane.... maybe then people will start giving them the benefit of the doubt when they tell us how moral or holy they are.

Carbon and tulips

Sir Richard Branson has annouced a prize to anyone who can invent a way to get rid of carbon in the air that causes Global Warming...But there is a small minute way that a person can do so all ready....It is not spectacular, but if every household in America planted a flower garden, added a few new trees to the yard, planted a veggie garden(organic) and bought a plethora of houseplants the air around them would vastly improve in a small way, but a good and important way. Asians have a saying that small actions presage Auspicious events.....Most westerners are taught to look at the big picture and aim for the big thing that will accomplish the goal. That they miss the fact that a small act multiplied by billions of people can bring about a change.....

What environmentalists know and people with small minds refuse to understand is that oxygen is created by plant life and plants eat carbon by inhaling it, and create oxygen that they exhale into the environment if this is part of the process of photosynthesis....If we taught this to schoolchildren instead of trying circumvent seperation of church and state laws and shoving creationism into their little minds....The planet might have a chance...To neo-con Friends and family the reason hugging a tree is so important is that a tree in its daily life purifies the air and helps to combat Global Warming that is why the Tropical and Temperate rainfrost are so important...WITHOUT PLANT LIFE AND FORESTS WE CANNONT BREATHE...as pretty as little owls are I am fond of breathing, a lot, which makes preservation of woodlands and jungle a top priority in my world.... Rampant destruction of plant life is one reason Why Global Warming is reaching critical mass so quickly.... And to overbreeders lack of restraint in breeding is a major cause of deforestation....That fourth or fifth child does not prove you are super nuturer or a great lover of children it only proves you are a selfish twit who should know better......

Since I cannot run down to South America and since I do not have the guts to sit in a tree for the next few years I will Fight deforestation in my neighborhood and plant fruit trees in my front yard so neighbors may partake and plant hundred and hundreds of tulips so that my yard mimics the fields of tulips I saw as a child in a travel commercial for holland.....We need a new religious holiday in the spring and fall each year an INternational Day of planting for Gaia....With festivals and seminars on organic farming and in fall Bulb Day for Urtha.......................

Well my planting for this year has begun.... The Lewellyn Calender Datebook for witches has in it marked the day that are auspicious for planting and harvesting.......

From the Hinterland, MP.

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mistake apology

to anyone interested I do not have more info on the mind-reading test in germany... but these are tests have been going on around the world, mind control and mind reading is something that all the major powers have had their intelligence agencies working on. LSD experiments in the 50's and 60's where done with the hope that the hallucinegen would boost paranormal activity in the brain allow for more accurate remote viewing and also allow for telepathic control of others by psychic cold warriors...It is a line of intellegence gathering that the Soviets were obsessed with.

spring cleaning and death, fame and Tragedy

I have been working on my new room painting and cleaning it also this has led to greater endeavours in a first spring cleaning since I was hospitalized a few years ago... It does feel wonderful to be well enough to do a thorough cleaning of a house... Painting of walls, moving of furniture and making of handsewn curtains I love the physicality of it... This work has tired me out and left muscles aching in a good way.... Because of these goings on I have not had time to get politically indignant about anything and it seems that the only two things of newsworthy importance in America is the meltdown of a hollywood pop-tart and a death of a supposed sex symbol.... I told my husband Thank Goddess Elvis died in the 70's or our young adulthood would have been consumed by it....

Anna-Nicole died of two things a dysfunctional childhood and fame(add money, too much money and not enough Psychotherapy).... It is the same thing that killed Elvis not enough love and emotional security and too much money to try to fill up the hole left in their souls..... Or maybe as Shakespeare would of suggested if he were asked to ghost write a autobiography by Simon and Schuster under Mr. Sterns name or Ms. Presley's they were star-crossed born under a tragic conjunction of planets and influences....Some people are born of tragedy and simply grow up to die young....Maybe their great fame, wealth and talent(ie.,Elvis) was a way the universe dealt them recompense, their bad luck with all other aspects of life....Maybe they were just Tragedy's children and she wanted them home.... I am so glad Elvis died in the 70's because I am not sick to death of his tragedy as I am of poor sweet befuddled Anna-Nicole the Jayne Mansfield of the 90's...

Pole and Polar bears

I was watching the News yesterday a Dangerous proposition to ones preception of reality in the good ole' USA... All the big democratic male white politicos were Kvetching about Hillary probably earlier before these broadcasts they frantically sent aides to search in thesauruses and dictionary for words that will obscure the true misogyny of their attitudes, words and message. The new catch-phrase is Polarizing. Hillary is polarizing a metaphor that shows a lush freudian slip these men have made in using this word... for to put it bluntly and crudely the only thing that makes Hillary polarizing is the fact that HILLARY LACKS A POLE...one can see the frustration on these mens face when talking about Hil to them the only reason she is not viable is that she is a woman. I can just see a bubble above Edwards and et al. Of course she Is Political Dead weight SHE IS A WOMAN. For some reason women in the United States believe that Men will take care of them that deep down they care for the female sex. What these women mistake is that, yes, their fathers, brothers and husbands might love them and want to see them succeed, But they do not exactly want any other women to get uppity and think that they should expect what their little petunia's are getting. That is a serious mistake that will hamper women ever achieving any true political, social and financial power.

Polar bears are dying... I think that their will be a special bardo for us people who contributed to this crime..Soylent Green seems to be an option in our furture on earth I wonder if that is why you never see it on TV in the darkest hours of the night.

Haggard went to gayhab I hope that he finds a measure of peace and acceptance for himself because I know that in his chosen religion there will be none.

neo-cons, fundies and family

I make it a habit not to talk to neo-con family members about politics or religion...Because I do it as a courtesy and civilized behaviour. I simply do out of respect that they are blood...When Politics come up and they always do for a neo-con because like fundies they always believe that some story or e-mail that they believe is cute but really is an exercise in hate-spewing garbage is going to bring you back to the fold, I really try to grit my teeth and bear it... But since I have a blog I do believe that I can now describe and vent about how discourteous and uncivilized it is to send members of different political idealogues and religions beliefs, your political and religious tracts.

Today I recieved from three relations, three nasty anti-female and hate-driven e-mails about Hillary and her candidacy.... At first I was hurt because All these people know I am a feminist and that I am fond of Hillary...But then I decided that I will vote for Hillary...Why because when they the Clintons were in Office the first time they did a great job and second because I view sexism as great a crime as Anti-semitism and racism, not as a cute cultural anachronism.....So instead changing my mind with hate-spewed garbage that they view as cute parables of logic and common sense it made me realize that John Lennon was right that women are the nigger of the world... In case black people are offended, I am mixed race and using racism as an excuse for sexism is not going to work with me.... If white women want to co-opt civil rights for equal rights it is all right by me. I am not impressed by people of color spewing sexist hate-garbage at white women under to mantle we were victims of racism you are just neurotic white cows..... When they call you a Ho and Bitch in a Rap video they mean it about all women.. It aint cute street-talking eubonics for the urban set.

I really believe that only black belt feminism will save the world... The environment is reaching critical mass, as is the population. Men are confused and scared, they are re-pressing their fear and it is coming out in a hatred of women as though this is to them a show of strength... Unless women draw a line in the sand and say no more to pandering male ego, male religions and male financial structure(global economy) we are going to lose the future for future generations..... This is not a time for Race, REligion and Politics to Divide women, the children are counting on us.... and believe me races, religions and political institutions have no wish for us to be united... Forget about $5000 handbags and start thinking about what your children are to inherited because believe me the majority of men around you are not ....They are using your money to fund their world destructive dive into societal denial of the life and death struggle we are in..

IN the end it will likely be Our Mother saving us.